Hello anyone there?

Hi to all my long time supporters and readers stopping by for an update. It's been almost 3 years since my last post. Sad but true. So much has transpired in my life over the last few years. Meet baby boy in my upcoming post and my life as a preschool teacher. I'm expecting to become state licensed and certified on my upcoming anniversary! Life is different, I've experienced unspeakable and remarkable change. The imperfectness is smeared all over my life and family. My words my blogs my poetry my life seemed to be non-existent over time. My joy has been stolen away my blessings seemed to get block...my world has been what feels like an never-ending tropical storm. It's rained for 40 months or more over my life. My God has been left out way to often. I've went off course....my prayers have been less then sometimes more then less and many times not enough hours in the day to pray my everlasting prayers. I've been beaten up and beaten down by life and so much more....ive prayed for a breakthrough I need a breakthrough.  God knows I want a breakthrough and that he has given me indeed. I am the very creation God intended after such a beating on my life and journey! I am strong,  I am powerful, I am blessed and I am faithful. I am working for the army of God and I'm pushing thru the God given purpose he has on my life. Where i am weak he constantly rebuilds. Where I've been broken he repairs and helps me along the way. I truly know more than ever God has walked with me and carried me over these last few years. May God continue to be with us all and build us up where we've been torn down. Repair is where we've been broken and continue to be an everlasting blessing to each and every person able and unable to read this post. God bless my minds my words my worries and fears, my ability to be able to speak words of positivity and encouragement in our imperfect lives.

ECSTASY

As I feel the rush of your love through my veins

You sweep me off my feet and minimize all my pain

Caressing my body sending shivers up my spine

Loving me all over, yes take your sweet time

You show me its possible to release all my fears 

While you rock me gently and wipe away my tears

Whether my mind, body, heart or soul

I want to continue down this journey of a love that never folds. 

Because I Just Don't Feel Like It!

Today is, well - one of those days that I just simply don't feel feel like doing a single thing. There is something about a Monday that I really don't like. I think many are familiar with the Monday Blues, not really ready for the weekend to be over nor for the week to begin. As I age and don't have the responsibilities I have now, I'd like to officially do nothing on Mondays. They will officially become part of my weekend. While many are off to work and school and handeling their responsibilities I'd like be catching up on sleep from my fun and exciting weekend. What a life right?
Well we all know thats highly impossible a dream, but who knows what the future will bring?. I wonder at times if anyone really struggles through their Mondays as I do, or am I just overly sensative to the dreaded day?
What are you tips or tricks to make Mondays much more enticing? If it has anything to do with taking the day off, no need to hear that suggestion.

Writers Block

Hello, hello, hello (echo)........ the pages of my blogs have been empty for so long, some may find it a bit disturbing. Its fine to feel that way, I've traveled that road plenty. I hope no ones given up on visiting although there's no doubt most have. I want to take a moment to apologize to my bloggy family and friends. I'M SORRY for leaving you lonely, stranded, and just plain angry at my inability to produce a post of substance or even non-substance for that matter.

There were no poems, no music, and no words that I felt inclined to post about over this period of time. I realized I could have done better, thrown a song or two, a poem or two, or just a simple update on whats going on in my world, but no can do! I came down with the good ole condition most refer to as writers block. My stubborn inability to produce even a single word to post on any of my multiple blogs was well....a problem that I'm ready to move past.

So as I visit my blogs again after a long deserted break, expect some posts and updates and feel free to pop over more often. I'm looking forward to your comments or questions, so shoot any my way!
Happy Monday to all and I'll be blogging with you soon!

The Invasion

Day 3 of 7- Poetry

Imagine an invasion of privacy of particles that were never intended to meet.
As they settle into a comfortable place, they decide to multiply each and every day
No regards to the harm it will cause when the constant doubling forms into a harmful ball
Some will warn you of whats going on inside, while some will find a spot, settle into and hide
How would feel and what would you do, if you found out a cancerous tumor had grown inside of you?

My Best Friend

Its Day 2 of the 7 Day Challenge and I feel it in my soul to introduce you to my best friend. Nowadays people use the term lightly. Heck at times I do. But today I'm referring to my Lord and Savior. My purpose is not to get all spiritual on everybody, thats not my point, but I just want to let you know why he is who he is to me. I can tell him any and everything, well he knows me so well he already knows all things I think, feel and do. I can call on him anytime and anywhere. In times of need, frustration, sadness, happiness and most importantly thankfullness. From the moment I truly knew him, I've realized that although I wasn't mentally or spiritualy prepared, he has waited patiently and stood by my side day and night-through good times and bad. He heres my cries, he listens and answers. He is the perfect best friend unlike you and me and our imperfect friendships we extend to one another. While I and Imperfectly Perfect, he remains Perfect now and forever more. Muah!
Sarah

Innocent until Guilty

Little girl, beautiful, little girl turned pitiful. Accused and abused, turned curious and amused. Sheltered, but unsafe. She yells get me out of this hellish place! Innocent and faultless, turned to  shame and resentment. The pain and the hurt from the demons of this earth, now determine what this girl thinks she’s worth. She's told your youth is gone girl, you’re a woman so move on girl. Your feelings are non-existent, you gave up your resistance.

He took away her innocence, she’s guilty now and has to deal with it.